BBC AXES SCOTT MILLS — AND NOW THE DARK CHAPTERS ARE BACK: From Grief, Alcohol and Panic Attacks to Claims of a ‘Past Relationship with a Man’ — and the Allegation That Shattered His World

Scott Mills’s sudden departure from the BBC has sent shockwaves through broadcasting, with the Radio 2 star’s long and deeply troubled past now thrust back into the spotlight.

The 53-year-old presenter was confirmed to be no longer working for the BBC on Monday after concerns were raised over his personal conduct. Hours later, reports emerged claiming the decision was linked to a “historic male relationship from more than ten years ago” — though the BBC has not publicly confirmed those claims.

For many who have followed Mills’s career, the dramatic development has reopened a much older and darker chapter of his life — one marked by devastating loss, heavy drinking, anxiety and the fear that his career could have fallen apart years ago.

Long before this latest crisis, Mills had spoken openly about spiralling after the death of one of his first serious partners, Mitch, who died suddenly in 2001. The heartbreak left the presenter shattered, and he later admitted he struggled to cope with the grief.

In an interview years later, he recalled: “I was 26 and we spent every minute together… It was truly awful. I’d been to the Brits. After my Radio 1 show, the police were waiting for me. They told me he’d died. I couldn’t process it.”

He said the pain only deepened as reality sank in, adding: “As it dawned on me, it got worse and worse and worse. I started smoking that day and I haven’t stopped since.”

Mills later revealed that during that period, his life became consumed by loneliness and unhealthy routines. While fronting Radio 1’s early morning show, he would wake in the middle of the night for work, sleep through the day, then spend his evenings drinking heavily alone at home.

He admitted: “Then I’d wake up in the evening and drink two bottles of wine or a bottle of spirits in front of the TV. It was a way to escape.”

That struggle eventually spilled into his work. In one of the most notorious incidents of his early BBC career, Mills turned up for his show after a night of partying and later admitted he had gone on air drunk.

Looking back, he was brutally honest about how serious it was. “That could have been a massive f***-up for me. Even I would’ve sacked me,” he said, while also acknowledging that Radio 1 had understood the pain he was going through after Mitch’s death.

He also admitted of that infamous broadcast: “I absolutely should not have gone on air.”

According to Mills, his producer had tried to manage the situation by telling him to keep quiet and play music while she made him coffee, but he said: “As soon as she left the room I was slurring away. I couldn’t even say artists’ names properly.”

Despite the scandal, he kept his job and went on to build one of the BBC’s most recognisable radio careers. After joining the corporation in 1998, he became a fixture on Radio 1 before later moving to Radio 2, where he eventually landed the station’s biggest role — the Breakfast Show — in 2025.

At the time, Mills described it as the high point of his professional life, saying it capped the “best year of my life”.

That same period also saw his personal life appear more settled than ever. In 2024, he married his long-term partner Sam Vaughan in a star-studded ceremony in Spain, attended by friends including Zoe Ball, Rylan Clark and Jordan North. The couple also won Celebrity Race Across The World, with viewers seeing a softer, more vulnerable side of their relationship.

On the show and in later interviews, Mills spoke candidly about how difficult the early days with Sam had been. He said he fell hard from the start, but Sam was not ready for a serious relationship.

“When we had the conversation about taking it forward and he said ‘I’m not ready’, I was devastated,” Mills said. “Being friends with someone you’re in love with doesn’t work. We didn’t speak for six months.”

Recalling how broken he felt at the time, he added: “My mum came to stay because I was in bits, sitting on the sofa crying, eating ice cream.”

Eventually, the relationship found its footing, and Mills described Sam’s mother as the one who pushed things forward. He said that after Sam sent him a message saying “I miss you”, his mother told him: “Don’t mess him around. Either go for it or leave him alone.”

Now, that hard-won stability has been overshadowed by the biggest professional crisis of Mills’s career.

He was last heard on air on Tuesday before veteran DJ Gary Davies stepped in from Wednesday onward. His dismissal was confirmed on Monday, and the speed of the move appears to have stunned BBC staff and listeners alike.

Inside Broadcasting House, the reaction was said to be one of disbelief, with reports of “audible gasps” after staff were informed that Mills had left both the Breakfast Show and the BBC.

The corporation has refused to go beyond a brief statement, saying only that Mills is no longer contracted to work there. That silence has triggered intense speculation, especially given how swiftly one of the BBC’s biggest and best-paid stars was removed.

His exit also raises immediate questions about the future of BBC Radio 2’s Breakfast Show and this year’s Eurovision Song Contest coverage, both of which Mills had become closely associated with.

For now, one thing is clear: the fall of Scott Mills has become one of the BBC’s most shocking entertainment stories in years — not only because of the mystery surrounding his exit, but because it has dragged a lifetime of pain, recovery and private turmoil back into public view.